Well, my tummy is full of some pathetic excuse for cream cheese and an onion bagel. So my day has been ridiculously lame other than giving my boyfriend a hug. In relative terms, I suppose that is reasonably lame...


I'm bummed, thinking about the future and all, college visits being the main contribution to my anxiety. I propounded the idea of possible neglect to high education, but it was met with such opposition I feared for my life ): Nah, I'm ready to leave the fiery pits of high school. I need a change in this drab life of mine. College's indifference to personal failure should be refreshing

Other than being a lazy piteous wreck, I have decided to devoid my life of certain friends. Purging is good for the soul in this case.